Monday, December 5, 2016

I can't believe it's the 5th!!

It is Monday the 5th of December, 2016.  This blog has been going since 2010.

It's seen one live-in lover and not much else in the action department.  I've been out with guys; but they all seem "too" something (including the one that was 10 kilo heavier and had fungus fingers...)   It will be interesting to see where the new romance goes...  I like him; and that is a good start.

I guess I really am the serial monogamist!
Anyway; I digress....

Today I went to rehab where they think I'm almost finished in the healing deptartment. Well not to wax lyrical but so did the Neuro two years ago at the rehab place I was staying in!  He told me, I'd probably gone about as far as I was going to...  Yeah, well I'm 90% up on that.

They did give me some strategies to use (one being talk slower; giving myself time to work it out upstairs); I laughed.  I mean you can't talk fast your whole life and learn to speak slowly!  I'd rather not speak at all when in strange company!  I like the moments of silence.  Gives the other person a chance to speak...

Sunday, December 4, 2016

Wow... Just wow...

The date went fantastic.   We went to Le Parisien for lunch, followed by a trip to Werribee Zoo; followed by my house to talk.  He didn't leave until a bout 7.30 (I'm guessing the time; I was too transfixed to know.)

He played it exactly right.  A kiss goodbye; and that was it.  Not all over me like a rash.
Oh; it was exactly right.

A date....

Yep.   I've got a date.   Again.

Wow; he must like me; brain damage (often you can't tell) and all.  What's worse (or better, depends on how you look at it...) is that I really like him too.

Still, it is early days yet; but it's just good to feel something.

Today we are going to a French restaurant for lunch, followed by a long walk.  I don't know where; I assume it will be picturesque!

Thursday, December 1, 2016

Back and awake...

Well today I'm awake...  It seems that the last few days have been exhausting!  Flying in at 1.30 am is just too difficult!  Anyway; I made it through the trip to central Queensland and decided that I'm never, ever living there!  It's too hot!  I'm peeling and my skin is like a leather handbag - and that is with block out on everyday!!!

So... I'm settling in to work nicely and the house is clean (finally!  Even the oven is gleaming!!)

Next is Sydney for Christmas and New Year!

Saturday, November 26, 2016


Today I got up, had breakfast and then went walking.

I'm not sure why; but I'm feeling extremely dissatisfied with life. My sister in law gave me a Vogue. I've brought it down the street and had a coffee on my own. It only made me feel worse. All those beautiful things and places; that I will never get to again. It makes me feel like a cat on a hot tin roof. I want to go; but I don't know where. I want something; but I don't know what.